Thursday, October 31, 2013

Do Not Come Alone!

More often than not, a question pops in my mind: "Do I really do the things I do in the manner that they should be done when it comes to worship and leading worship?" "Do I follow the right steps and the prompting of the Holy Spirit in order to have the right impact on the audience I am serving?” “Am I too apt or too exotic?”











I do ask myself such questions because, first, most of the time, I am concerned about how I lead worship; and second, it is because this is what happens to every worship leader or singer out there (or anyone interacting with the public from time to time). We always feel insufficient on how we deliver whatever we are assigned to deliver.
Last Sunday, I was privileged to visit a certain church in a remote area some few kilometres from where I stay, and good enough, with it came the opportunity to finish writing this blog post that I had started writing a few months back but still needed “enough inspiration”.
Just the day before Sunday, I had been talking to a friend of mine about something I call “the music style of a church or a congregation.” I was telling him that it is not possible for all church congregations to have the same music style. (Music style in this case being the way a worship team within a congregation sings, the type(s) of songs they sing (whether English or vernacular or Swahili or local contemporary or hymnals or African or songs with an Afro fusion), the musical instruments they use in worship, their number of singers, song arrangement, the way they involve the congregation in worship or dancing etc).
This came about after realizing that my church (after being here for a while) has a certain music style ardently followed by the members, and although I know that most of us are in limbo of its reign upon us, it is a reality we can’t evade. The truth is that only certain songs sang in a certain manner blend well with us. (This is not to mean that we can’t sing “other types of songs” or “other types of songs in another kind of way”, but that singing them would complicate the whole issue that I am addressing in this post.)
It therefore means that any kind of creativity being introduced in my church will still have to flirt with the baseline that is its music style. Only then will any new songs being introduced be “acceptable” by at least 90% of its members. This “music style” depicts what songs and how songs are sang in our church, and also if these songs can still be needed (be on demand) or liked whenever we come to worship in singing.

Now, back to talking about my visit to that small church…
There are a few things I learned in the worship sessions from that small congregation;

a)      The originality with which they sing their songs

b)     The coherence and unison in their “music style” – how well the members pick up a song right after the first line is sang

c)      The passion both in the worship leader and the congregation while engaging in worship
I learned that they are these “tiny” things in life that possess the greatest lessons we can ever learn. You don’t need “big congregations” or “thunderous voices” or “award-winning Gospel artists” (although they are all good in serving one purpose or another) in order to learn a lesson or two about worship. No, you just need your sensitivity to the voice of God.
Of course this church did music in a way that my church never does. In fact, I didn’t even understand or blend well with some of their songs and dancing, but you know what? they made me like it – they moved me within them until I was able to be like them - so I sang and danced along to what I didn’t even understand! And did it really matter that I did not understand what they were singing or their dancing styles? Or that their music style was “out of place”? I don’t think so. The worship leaders were achieving their goal: taking the congregation to their Father and their Maker – that is all that mattered! They didn’t go before the throne of God alone! No, they didn’t…
With the few lessons I learnt above, I realize that  role of a worship leader – whether they belong to the biggest or the smallest congregation in this world – is to lead people to God. The worship leader should achieve, at least in one moment of worship, the task of taking people to God. He/she should never go to God alone. After all has been said and done, God will still be sitting on His throne waiting to see the worship leader bring His people home - that is a worship leader’s responsibility.
There are a few things that may warp this great commission though;

a)    Lack of good communication or linkage between the worship leader and the congregation -  I am always of the opinion that if the worship leader realizes that the people in the congregation need him/her to be social with them and freed-up, interaction with these church members during or before worship, or yet still outside the confines of the church should be made more of a priority than a option. A cat can’t lead dogs to war nor can a horse race with donkeys. The results will be utter prejudice. If the worship leader is stuck “into his/her own world” from which they don’t want to get out of, how do you expect it to be a simple task, that one of holding people’s hands and leading them to their Father? If he/she can’t meet them where they are, taking them to where he/she wants them to go will be the hardest thing to do on this earth. He/she needs first to move with them at their pace, understanding them and tolerating them, and then pull them up to the unknown. They should start from the known to the unknown. Connecting with people before connecting them with God is the greatest thing a worship leader can ever do in the way of achieving the goal of not going to God alone, and it is the most basic thing every worship leader should ever understand.

b)    The viral desire to become like every other famous/modern church you know – most campus students (and mostly those who come from the countryside) will confess that the type of fellowship (or cherch, as many will put it) they have at campus overrides what they experience when they go back home during the holidays. This is also true with most people living in towns and cities when they go back home to these “small churches”. In such circumstances, or to the worship leader who happens to experience “another level of worship” in other churches, wisdom should be practised when wanting to change a few things in these “remote congregations” when they go back to them. Yes, it is not easy to change a church’s music style overnight and it may not even be possible, but it is important to be keen on the following things:

-      God’s timing - everything needs the intervention of God. Everything. Never override God’s intentions for your worship team by replacing them with your own selfish desires. Pray before commencing to effect any desired change in activities. Seek Him first. Let this always take centre stage, so that even if it fails (and it doesn’t have to), you will still be confident that it was of God, and that He had your back.

-      A church’s teachability - does your church take long to learn new stuff? What about the members of your worship team? Are they able to sing songs in the music style you are introducing? This will determine “how much change they can receive and tolerate” before it blows into your face.

-      Taking risks - Yes, it may not be possible for these people to adopt a new way of doing things, but you also need to learn to take risks. Introduce these new things in bits, ensuring that neither the worship team nor the congregation is overwhelmed by what you are bringing in. Remember that maintaining the status quo won’t lift you to a new level of worship, so always dare to do things differently even if it may not be mutually accepted by all.
My parting shot: always, as a worship leader, as you consider what I’ve said above, never ever go to God alone… because even right now, somewhere within me, I can still hear Him whispering to us, "The next time you come, boy/girl, don't come alone!"


Bonface Morris.

Friday, October 25, 2013

The New Me

I need a brand new me
Yes, I need him because I am tired of this normal me
I am tired of the "usual" and "common" me
I need a new me, a brand new me
I need him so much that I dare write about him;
A me that is different, and wiser, and more intuitive, and abnormal,
A me that husks from berries, and fetches pints and pints of salt
Yes, this me, this one, I will write about

I need this me, this brand new me so bad
I need him so much that I'll climb all the mountains there are to reach him
And I will walk all the journeys there are, and all there is...
I need him to come and swallow up this other me...
And before he is done, I want him to teach me some few things, to teach me to become this kind of me:
A me that does not cuss, nor lie, nor quarrel
A me that does not judge people according to their flaws, nor discriminate, nor pamper prejudice
A me that seranades and passionately totters compassion
A me that is polite, and humble and true, but a lil rugged
Yes, before he is done, I wanna be like him...

Then after he has taught me, and directed me and my obedience has been tested,
After I have withered in his strokes and I am dead,
Then I shall not be anymore,
And I shall have pardoned my shameful paddling, and seamlessly grasped a few, no, all of his mannerisms...
Then as a toddler I will barge from these old soils, stretching my arm, seeking guidance
Murmuring a new tongue and eating a new language...
And clutching at pots and spoons, bread and corn meals and bones that will be food of my new aboard
And I shall be confounded by my growth...

Then patience will not be a lake, nor will hungering and thirsting for Him who created me be a river,
After I am done learning from this new me, the throne of Him who made me will be my dwelling place,
And talking to Him will be my eternal pleasure...
O that this me will come!
That I may hide no more the fires flaming within my soul!!
O that I may eat of no earthy cuisines and drink of no blemish!

But he is not far away from me, this one, no, he is not
This brand new me is right here with me
If only I can lean deeper within,
If only I can stop running and chasing him around,
I can bring him to life
Yes, I can bring him to life from right where I am...

And so as I seek to get to that me, I am wanting to ask you,
"Have you found your 'you'?
Do you want to?"
Have you met with Jesus?
Have you known that there can never be a "you" that is better than what He forges, what He makes?
This is what He once said to Israel (Jeremiah 18:6 [NKJV]): "'O house of Israel, can I not do with you as this potter?' says the LORD. 'Look, as the clay is in the potter's hand, so are you in My hand, O house of Israel...!'"
And Jeremiah had been sent to see how He so dearly wants to make us over, to make brand new "us"
And I've found out that if I want to meet the brand new me I so much desire to meet,
I'll need to meet with Him (Jesus) first, and meet Him often
And I think the same of you too...
Go meet with Him (Jesus)
Allow Him to make out of you a brand new you
I'll be doing the same - giving out myself to the new me...
Then after He has made us over, come on and let's change the world together... by Him.

Bonface Morris.

Thursday, October 17, 2013

Just for Laughs: My Exclusive #MwanaumeNi & #MwanamkeNi Lines

Guys, I digressed. The blog post I had started writing two days ago just disappeared. Yeah, it DID disappear. How? Oh well, I don't know... I'm having memory lapses of late, some kind of schizophrenic ish ish... hah! Blame me already. Anyway, I'll take your cussing as a compliment...

And by the way, just because I love writing, it doesn't mean that I have to go to bed at 4.00am just to meet my self-imposed date-lines, ama? Naaaah. I don't think so. And remember that I'm just a Kenyan. I'm part of this breed that has perfected the act of apologizing and moving on. So, let me do just that: I'm sorry if you checked in expecting a new post but found nothing. Am I now forgiven?

Let's move on...

Now, because I feel yippeeish today, Imma do this blog post "just for laughs." Yes, you gat me right: just for laughs.
It is good to laugh sometimes, mostly when you are alone and for no good reason. It may sound stupid, but it is always self-relieving. Try it sometime: the more you laugh at nothing at all, is the more you'll laugh at yourself for being so stupid that you laugh at "nothing at all..."
And it will go on and on: "Did I just laugh at nothing?", you'll look around and ask yourself, then after looking around one more time and realizing that no-one is watching or listening in, you'll give yourself another blaaaaast of laughter until your stomach will hurt or until you knock down your cup of coffee... that's when you'll stop and smile, and say something like, "Oh my God! This is oooooooooooowesome!"
Yeah, that's how relieving laughter can be...

Laughter is the only world where the one living in it understands and enjoys it better than those who are not - Bonface Morris
So, below is my own list of #MwanaumeNi and #MwanamkeNi lines that may (because they don't really have to) put a smile on your face;
Wacha tuanze na #MwanaumeNi (juu yenyewe wanaume tuko na mashida, haha);
  1. #MwanaumeNi kusema, "Hata jana nililala njaa" fiancée wake akiulizia dough ndo huyo fiancée amuhurumie na kumuuliza "Babez, can I lend you 1k? Will that do for now?" Kisha msee ana.nod kichwa kwa huruma na kuchukua hiyo ngiri moja, kuikunja srowry na kukaa mbele mbele... :-)
  2. #MwanaumeNi kuweka photo ya ndai kali Facebook (kama ile yangu ya fb, lol) kama cover photo ndo wasee wadhanie uko na vision, kumbe hata hujui kuendesha bike. :O
  3. #MwanaumeNi kushinda ume.wave mkono kwa hewa kama flag huku uki.smile yako yote ndo dem akikuuliza unasema, "Babez, I'm painting your world with love!"
  4. #MwanaumeNi kutumia tu light ya TV akifika home ndo landlord asijue ako home aanze kumdai dough ya rent.
  5. #MwanaumeNi kukaa chini katikati ya barabara ndo ashikwe na kanjo aende akae kwa cell the whole day kama strategy ya kuhepa kwenda job - kuna msee angemtafuta huko job amdai dough.
  6. #MwanaumeNi kukunywa maji ile ya 20bob for lunch ati kuenjoy wasee ako on diet "as advised by his personal doctor."
  7. #MwanaumeNi kulialia ovyo ovyo mbele ya dem ndo akiulizwa anasema, "Nalilia watenda dhambi" kisha kusema, "I am one of those emotional men..." kumbe ni njaro ya ku.avoid kuulizwaulizwa tumaswali.
  8. #MwanaumeNi kuambia fiancée, "Yoh, ile siku nitaosa, utajionea tu msupa, tutaishia, er, unadhani which is the coolest place around...?" juu anajitetea vile ni.mstingy.
  9. #MwanaumeNi kuweka gazeti kwa choo (ndio tissue paper yako) lakini akiulizwa anaenjoy mtu na kusema, "Aaaaah, tissue yangu iliisha jana, sijapata time ya kubuy ingine, er, hiyo gazeti huwa tu ni ya kusoma time niko hiyo 'throne room'"... haha
  10. #MwanaumeNi kuwahi dem flower moja ya kutoka kwa garden on Valentines Day (juu amesota mbaya!) ndo akiulizwa na dem anasema, "Huh! Napenda vitu natural bana. Artificial things are sooo old school yoh!"
  11. #MwanaumeNi kununua kabambe, story za tablets achia wagonjwa.
  12. #MwanaumeNi kutopeleka mrembo anywhere, story za kupelekwa "out" achia ng'ombe na goats.
  13. #MwanaumeNi ku.sip soda kama uji, story za kukunywa na straw achia wasee wa #Tujuane.
  14. #MwanaumeNi ni kukosa jina, just ulizia Nameless atakushow vile kunaendaga.
Na some za #MwanamkeNi ndo hizi hapa;
  1. #MwanamkeNi kuvaa slippers akiishia mtaani ndo maboys wasimkatie juu ya ya ushamba
  2. #MwanamkeNi kusema "aki woishee nimeshiba, sijisikii kula, but si utanipa tu dough...?" kila akipelekwa date ndo akusanye hiyo ngiri moja per every two weeks
  3. #MwanamkeNi kuweka ile weave ya kamfuko juu ya kichwa ili imwokolee ma.time ya kuhustle - acting kama place ya kuweka vitu kama eraser na for easy access ya kuweka change ya vitu ka bob bob hivi.
  4. #MwanamkeNi kukaa tu ndee ili akiulizwa anajitetea na Scripture: "Mimi ni helper! Hata Bible inasema!" Seriously?
  5. #MwanamkeNi (wale wamemarika na wako na watoi) kushinda ameshika mtoi ndo asifanye anything kwa hao... akiulizwa anadaisha ati "mtoto anasumbua, anataka tu kushikwa", while ukweli ni kimtoto chenyewe kimeshalala kitaaaaambo!
  6. #MwanamkeNi kukuwa scandal-less,  story za mascandal achia Olivia Pope.
  7. #MwanamkeNi kukula fries, tena bila soda au juo, story za "I don't do fries" achia akina Edah na Mirfat.

Hah! One thing I request of you though: don't ask me about the above, priss... :-)


Bonface Morris.

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

"God's Got It" Lyrics and mp3 Download - J Moss

Download the song here (mp3).

This right here is one track you can't miss out on yoh!

Song: God's Got It 
 
Track no: 1  
Album: V4... The Other Side  
Year: 2012 (July)  
Artist: J Moss

I woke up this morning and I told myself
Not gon' worry about what I cannot help
People dying innocently, haters spreading rapidly
I'm not talking empathy but some things God's gotta (work)
 
Woah oh  
(He's gotta work) yeah ha
(He's gotta work) woah oh
(He's gotta work) yeah ha
Check it out


Chorus:
I ain't gonna worry bout' the money in the bank, (I ain't worried bout it)
I ain't gonna worry bout' the gas in the tank,
(fill me up, fill me up, I ain't worried bout' it)
I ain't gonna worry bout' the things I can't control,
(it is, what it is)
I ain't gonna worry bout' it, all I do is pray about it,
(hold up, why?)
(God's got it...) x9


I look around and my heart's a little hithered
The money scream fast and I'm looking for a blessing
People looking for jobs, no one looking for God
I know that your hurt but in time God's really gonna (work)
 
Woah oh  
(He's gotta work) yeah ha
(He's gotta work) woah-oh  
(He's gotta work) yeahah
I'm a let him do it cause...

 
Repeat chorus

Vamp:
When your loosing strength and your confidence
God's got it (God's got it) oh-ah (oh-ah)
When your money spent, can't pay the rent
God's got it (God's got it) oh-ah (oh-ah)
Oh, when a storm is passing over, don't loose your composure
God's got it (God's got it) oh-ah (oh-ah)
When your down for a while, wanna throw in the towel
God's got it (God's got it) oh-ah (oh-ah)


Chorus: 
I ain't gonna worry bout' the money in the bank, (seen it over and over again)
I ain't gonna worry bout' the gas in the tank,
(I ain't gon' worry about it cause he cares for me)
I ain't gonna worry bout' the things I can't control,
(His hand I'll hold)
I ain't gonna worry bout' it, all I do is pray about it,
(oh oh yeah)
(God's got it...) x17


Hallelujah...
(I ain't telling you what I read, I'm telling you what I know...)

Lyrics courtesy of:  http://www.azlyrics.com



Bonface Morris.

Sunday, October 6, 2013

There Is a Difference

I am sitting here again, and as usual, I'm trying to figure out life. (This chair somehow has a right to blame me, hate me or complain about so many things. I think if it had some Kenyan insticts implanted into it - blame my E. coli knowledge for this - it would give in to my weight just about now so that "it would teach me a lesson or two.")

Well, I never get to "getting it" (life), because as far as I know, this is how it rolls: "getting" life is like figuring out the universe while seated down here, right where I am - with my two big eyes and an over-curious mind. It never works. It never does. Why? The earth is out there rotating on its axis, oblivious of my existence (oh, I don't really know about that), carrying me with it, and unless I board a spaceship (some different kind of spaceship), to see it from an outer "world", "getting it" will still remain to be like some sort of video game that reprograms itself every after a few levels...

Something getting into my mind though is this: it is possible (if you frequently visit this blog) that you have read this blog post I did sometime back: "Christianity and Stoicism".
I'm on the offensive in that blog post, right? I won't defend myself. I think I did well on that one. I hit the nail on the hinge. And that's absolutely the purpose for which it was intended. I can't apologize for that.

I want to add a point to the one above though: the difference between this and that (I may not even be knowing what I am differentiating... but you'll get it along the way anyway.) :-P
You see, Christianity in the 21st Century is complicated. Okay, I bet you already know that, so let me pull it back. What if I say that Christianity today is just mud, muddy pools, flying, gardens, fields and rocks? That works, right?

Well, let's move on...

Christianity today is covered in shades of black and white: taints, pains and rains; then, reigns, gains and wins. We often taste life on both sides of the divide. Maybe that's what complicates everything. Perhaps, it's our own doing. Ask King Jesus. Ask Him. He will tell you that Christianity was never meant to be this adversarial. Never. He'll tell you that we are riding on high waters - a place where maintenance costs are froggy. We are literally running on exhumation fees, digging up and paying for what we should have left to be.

For instance, what really happens when you meet a person who is always judgmental and condemning every other person he/she meets? What of the other one who thinks that his/her denomination is "some piece of heaven"? Or yet the other one who grumbles about everything you (a saved lady/guy) do, the way you do it or the reason for which you do it? How do you deal with such a person? What do you normally think of them? An adamant reprobate? Yes?

*Flips page*

What of this other one who says that everything is right so long as it is done with thanksgiving and for the glory of God? (1 Timothy 4:4 [NKJV]: "For every creature of God is good, and nothing is to be refused if it is received with thanksgiving" and 1 Corinthians 10:31 [NKJV] "Therefore, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God.") Or his friend who thinks that he/she should not judge another's servant? (Romans 14:4 [NKJV] "Who are you to judge another's servant? To his own master he stands or falls. Indeed, he will be made to stand, for God is able to make him stand" and "Romans 14:10 [NKJV] "But why do you judge your brother? Or why do you show contempt for your brother? For we shall all stand before the judgment seat of Christ.") What do you think of this second one? A conventional freelance Christian? No?

There's a big difference between these two people, no matter what titles we may give them. Just consider the following;
  • A Christian who understands that salvation is by grace and not works (Ephesians 3:8-9 [NKJV] "For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, lest anyone should boast") does not judge or condemn the other one who seems to be overtaken (or overwhelmed) by their weaknesses. (And I'm not saying that we should not condemn sin, but that LOVE and WISDOM are key when addressing another person's shortcomings (Galatians 6:1 [NKJV] "Brethren, if a man is overtaken in any trespass, you who are spiritual restore such a one in a spirit of gentleness, considering yourself lest you also be tempted.").) We should all understand that we too were (or have been) in the same place these people are in, and we therefore should stop name-tagging them, but offer them acceptance just as we often need it from God.
  • A discussion about holiness should never be centred upon what I am doing that you ain't doing, but what we should do (or should be doing) to achieve the kind of lifestyle that God wants us to live. The former leads to strife and self-righteousness, while the latter makes us work together as a body that seeks to please its Master.
There is a difference between judging a person on the basis of what you do that they don't, and what you both know is right but they don't do.
There is a difference between making the sinner find Christ in we church-going-saved-people, and making them think that the Church is made up of a bunch of confused perfectionists who always take a 'no' for an answer to the sinner seeking deliverance.

We should stop being petty. We should grow up. We should become like Jesus Himself. Christ accepted the sinner as he/she was (good examples are Zaccheus and the Samaritan woman.) We should listen to what the hymn writer says too:
1. Just as I am, without one plea,
But that thy blood was shed for me,
and that thou bidst me come to thee,
O Lamb of God, I come, I come.
2. Just as I am, and waiting not
to rid my soul of one dark blot,
to thee whose blood can cleanse each spot,
O Lamb of God, I come, I come...

The question now is: what are we doing in order to make the difference? How are we dealing with those people in our church congregations that are struggling with sin? How are we correcting the sinner, and edifying the saint? How are we bringing the lost to Christ? Are we completely losing them to sin, or bringing them to the light of Jesus Christ?

Think about it.

The way we do this makes a big difference. So, yes, there is a difference!!


 Bonface Morris.