What if I was never
born
Or the world tore
apart the very day I was born
And the sun and the
moon, and the stars were expelled from their fun?
What if I had never
been seen
From the very day
my “I” had “been”?
Maybe then the
scars would fade in the sun
And many tears
would smile at the moon
Just to have a
glance of an unfading, presumptive beauty therein
Maybe I would then
be the unknown that wishes itself a breathe coupon…
What if life was so
reachable and tangible
That man by himself
would make life ample?
What if it was so
malleable and formidable?
What if darkness
was not and light was always available?
What if toiling
were only a scent within stories – something only thinkable?
Maybe then we would
embrace wonder because we are able
And life’s price
would be less price – cheap and
imaginable
Maybe then even the
tiny bits in it would mean nothing desirable
And life itself
would soar in disarray, with nothing being infallible
And it would always
wander and seek, meekly in an amble
Wanting wantonly and
clumsily to peel at every stable…
What if there was
not anxiety
And the soul had
mercy upon the body
And the body
rejoiced at the brailing of the soul - happily?
What if the mind
was never provoked to behave scantily
Or the stomach to
desire avariciously?
What if hands lazied not but worked gladly
Or the feet feebled not but stepped steadily?
O what a joy it
would be to walk and do, to live without folly!
O what a world it
would be, one without burdens overlying us heavily!
What if there
existed no knowledge
Or wisdom or
discernment, or the ability to judge?
What if there was
no love, nor hope, nor faith
Or the desire of
the above to gain growth?
What if there was
neither treason, nor blackmail nor wrath
Nor mercy, nor
grace, nor oath?
What if all our
questions were answerable
And understanding was
a thing even of the simple?
What if there was
no winning nor losing, nor success, nor failure?
What if there were
no ups and downs, nor longs, nor shorts?
What if there was
neither wrong nor right
Nor peace, nor war,
nor “yes”, nor “no”?
What if…?
Such a world… may
never exist… but only in the mind…
Such a world… can
never exist… but only in the heart…
It clings on the
strengths of “hope”… and on the threads of wistfulness…
So stop wishing…
and complaining… or ranting… and fighting…
Stop wanting… to
change things you can’t… and desiring… and tearing worlds
Worlds you can’t
change… things you can’t control…
Stop fighting airs…
and swearing swears… and pounding yourself into tears…
Because, because it
is… a person like you… blessed like you…in the place where you are…
Who needs to be
thankful for you… and not for the other “you” you can’t see…
And the “you” can’t
be…that “you” which will never be you…
So stop being the
imagined “you”… and start becoming the you-you…
Stop dwelling in “your”
world… and come back and start living in our world…
Because, because…it
is you… and only you… that needs to start appreciating you…
Loving you… being
mindful of you… because, because… you deserve a better… you…
So, what if,
you became you and stopped being “you”…?
Bonface Morris